It is easy to say in bombastic words , but u simply
do not realise maybe u re just talking nonsense . i messed up everything . i
convince that it was not my false . i m again being the victim . i exactly
pissed off being others victim . i was like WTF , thinking of my idiot actions
towards men . yana said “ u get mad easily but u also get cool with ease “ . i
m over it with men . this was the last chance i gave to a man , no matter what
types he is after this ... i m bluffing if i cite that i don’t even feel
anything towards him now . yes . i m trying to forget everything. Everything
that we had been together for maybe two
or three months. I’ m not a 8 years girl with untidy hair n dress. When i speak
about something , i really mean it. Love is suck.
The end .
I still pity at my best friend’s fate , liana. How
can she survive without his inspiring and lovely father ? His dad passed
away last Saturday morning at Hospital
Kota Bharu. Ma informed me around 9 a.m and i was really shocked and touched as
well . This news leaded a bit chaos around my neighbourhood area. I was rushing
out to hospital but i got a call from my neighbour that liana’s late father has
been brought to Jeli. Thus , i didn’t make it to see the burial of him. I was
so grateful since i managed to talk to Liana in telephone and i tried to make
her calm. And yes , we both cried together for what happened to us. Maybe we
are meant to be close like usual. Who knows . :)
I managed to get rid of being lazy people . There are numerous works to be
done starting from now . Eventhough adik left me with no direct words , i
pretty sure that he wanted the best from
his only sister. Well , adik. Kakak is now doing well and perhaps even more
well if u are by my side. Past is past. Letbygones be gone. I miss you damn much and i will always do .
fazae
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