my kolokium Presentation

yaw ... finally .. i ve passed my first presentation in a big hall . oh damn .. kinda so nervous since i was the fourth presenter ... n i was like '' kenapa aku dulu kena bentang ? this isnt cool '' ... HAHHA ...

then , i ve called my mum to pray for me n i ve told atuk about this , one day before the presentation .. atuk was so inspiring as he gave me lots of advice like '' DUN SAY TAK TAHU , JUST BE CONFIDENT , N SELAMAT MENGASAH BAKAT as a SPEAKER ', bla bla , bla ..'' ... hence , i m kinda grateful to have him as my mentor .. :)

30 minutes before the presentation started , i have recited ayat kursi n some selawat to prophet Muhammad ... n I imagined what i ve been through with my late bro , the time we chilled out , the time when i poured coconut water to him n etc ...

yes , i did it .. the presentation was so fast cause i was so nervous n i focused on my points ... n i didnt expect that cikgu Saadi would give me a big clap ... woahhh .. this wasnt a joke , i guess .

Alhamdulillah ........ :)
I love u adik . u re the reason why i keep  tough n tough ...
I miss u . LIKESERIOUSLY ... <3 

true love

sorry to say that i dun believe u .
i ve found the one that I trust , but
we re just bff ..
n I Really appreacite  this two guys :) .

back to true love ,
he is the one who can keep my ma and abah well ..
who can be our second Amirul ,
who can also treat them as he treatS me ..

p/s = dun just say it . DO IT ! :)

trip to kl n malacca

kinda awesome . i ve met many great people in three days .. yay ! i knew it . it wasnt a bored trip like others thought .HAHA btw , i was the s.u of this trip .. my first try on being a secrectary of a trip .. note book n a pen were needed those three days ..

day1

KLCC , i ve watched this for few times ... but this time i entered the building with my friends ...my eyes were  glued with the exclusive boutiques like zara , jimmy choo , etc .. u know . i could see mat salleh people with their cute children . i was like '' comel nyaaaaaaaaaaaaa'' .HAHA .. i didnt have feeling to take pic since it looked weird . #myweirdthought

next , we went to dataran merdeka .. nothing awesome i guess . it reminded me when muaz , naqib , mija n all my TIKL friends got a marching competition last two years .. all the flashback started playing in my mind . yeah i miss them <3 .... 

day2

 

LIVE in PARLIMENT HALL ! 

 

day3

malacca .........

- the end -

I MISS all the moments that we had in our bus .. the guys were singing jiwang songs , the girls were laughing n had a girls talk .. n also MY KIND SWEET FRIEND are stalking smk ismail 's student.. ( he s handsome BTW ) ...

p/s = hey beloved stalker > i miss u

PKBS 1 RESULT :0

i was kinda exhausted during the exam ... i woke up early in the morning , around 3 or 4 a.m , sitting on the chair n studying the subjects that i would take in that exam ...
Sometimes , abah got mad since i didnt care of him (FOR HIM ) . well , i did  picit2 his head n legs but people says that sick people always getting mad without reason. Hence , i kept my mouth shut ..

BM  = 3.33 ( B )
SEJ  = 4.00 ( A )
GEO= 3.33 ( B )
EKO= 2.00 ( C )
PA   = 1.67  ( D )

Gred      =  4Prinsipal :P ( 1A 2B 1C 1D )
Pointer   =  3.17

P/S = Alhamdulillah .. ADIK , u re the reason for this .. <3 ya .. 

sekarang aku ..........

 kinda lose ...

3 in 1 sekarang ( paham2 jela ) ...
i ve never asked to choose , but my heart says '' U SHOULD CHOOSE , fatin ''
when he is actually shy with me ,
what  he expects me to do erm ??

i know i cant get him back .
but at least , we re friend now ...
but i just afraid that i will just cant control myself ,
hahahah lots butssss .......

penat pikir .....................
haishhhh...

pls come back to me ... u re my thing , dude ..

loser

lately i ve thinking about losers ...
I know i shouldnt assume people like that . it s just that my patience also has limit . i m nott kinda girl who will just smile with those losers ... i ve always managed the real losers but this time i ve to face the losers .. yeah ... it s really humorless , I GUess :)



okay .... i ll forgive all of them ... but my thought about them is not gonna change ever .
whatever it takes , they ll ever be the same UNLESS they meet THE REAL LOSERS one day :)
hahaha

TILL THEN ,
less words , MORE matured n fully grown ... BYE :)

i m not gonna change my words

dun remind me . I know i can be a tepi jln  model .:D

I pretty know that I'm not a good girl , good daughter , good friend n good sister ...
yeah I know I'M not a perfect girl ,
with hot chic body , fair skin , kinda rich family ... etc .
that s just me .

Some friends might think I m a advanced person with ICT , awesome blogshop i ve found in net , the style of my pashmina , my outfits ..
well , come on , i dun even know how to use adobe photoshop , flash . i m still out of dated I guess .
n yeah the way i dress up is something I found in net , or someone that I found so inspiring . Thus , i ve just followed what suits to me . they r all kinda fashionable people n I dun follow them all the things that they ve worn since personally i dun like it ..

well , u can just condemn me .. though u need to remember I M TRYING TO BE A GOOD MUSLIMAH .dun condemn stupid things ... only fool people condemns silly things .. do u really wanna me explain to u why i m a hijabster , why i wear armsock n so on ? -.-'


Dont be friend with me if u think i m a fashionable girl , full of ICT knowledge , ........
i ve known all these since i was in TIKL . hence , give me space to figure out what goes wrong in my life ..

if u really wanna stay with me ( as friend , or whoever ) ,
fully accept me as I am ,
take it o leave it ......... thanks . :)

fazaeinmiserynow

MY BRO , MY EVERYTHING

yeah , this kid is my everything ... he might not look special in your eyes ,
but FRANKLY he is the most special guy , not even in eye , also FROM BOTTOM OF my heart .
well , i ve been always dreaming of him . that s just so weird since maybe i m the one one who dreams him every month .. kalau takde seminggu tu , mesti one day in that month , he will appear ..

the fact is , he has gone ... but once my abah is admited in hospital , i ve met a thirteen kid who is suffering for kidney prob .. his face is damn pure . n the flashback  between me and adik came...

I feel pity for that kid .. n I ve been thinking if i could getmy adik back .

this is damn touched .LIKESERIOUSLY .

till then . bye :)

TO MY BELOVED EX BFF :D

stop stalking me , REAL LOSER .
i dont hate u pun .
it s just that u re not my thing to care of .
this is simple word right ?
do I need to speak Arabic ?
well , since u re gone n out of my sight ,
u should be gone in screen phone also .
that's it ..

till then . Assalamualaikum . :)