i hate this

my feeling is up and down .
seriously i pissed off with my own mistake .
acting like normal is actually tough in our deep heart .
perhaps i ve been like doing anything to improve my own prob .

till then ,
i do have a crush now .
n i really wanna forget him
LIKE SERIOUSLY .
haishhh

papai :D

okay i get

okay fine ..
okay i get what u have done now .
i m no longer your beloved one .
until now ,
i don't get why u leave  me behind ...
i know i ve made mistake ..
u are also boring though .

acting like i didnt care of you is a cure of our miscomunication ,
i guess ..
everytime u pop into my mind , i get real that
we are just friends ,
no longer the words bie n mi .

well , u know . everything is over ..
pls let me fully  get  this , MR AMAT ..
i miss u like crazy .
i m really dumb to express my feeling before .
n yeah .. SERVES ME RIGHT !

i miss this moment .. :(

story about my ex bff

OKAY .KAU SGT BAIK..TU JE NK CAKAP .

what i feel now !

i miss him like crazy !!!!!!!!


who is he ??

he is a person who lives in MALAYSIA !!

hahaha JK ( just kidding ) :P

grrr nevermind !

p/s

i really wanna forget him but i can't ..

mood

EXAM FEVER !!!!

papai :P

check this out babe ! :P

3 OKTOBER 2011

3 OKTOBER 2011

I have read few of  articles  in newspaper early in the morning and yeah it was making me like HAHA . i read through every inch of the articles until i found about HUDUD. That is politics issue and to be frank , i am so  interested reading those things . 

Zaid zakaria . i managed to act like i don’t even know you . and i guess it worked. Anam seemed like looking at me , but i just assumed that both of them were none in our class. Sometimes , i made face when i felt one of them was staring at this stubborn girl .:) whatever it takes , my desicion is final and  i’ll never turn back. Forgiving zaid is easy but being his friend is just a little bit tough for me . hello . we just broke up la. Damn it u , zaid ! 

I got problems in learning economics. My two teachers did  explain the topics clearly. Nevertheless , it was pretty tough for me to latch on those topics. Oh ya ! My Sejarah teacher asked zaid something related to what she have been teaching . And i was closing up my ears. My heart said ‘’ I DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR PONDAN VOICE ‘’ . Zana noticed my action and instead i was just doing nothing . no response. Pretending that i was sleepy that time.lol .It did not suit me at all .

Since i close up my fb account , i spend my time reading , and writing all the time . i know it’s sound freaking bored but i hate seeing people in facebook. They re just like so nosy about my life , zaid , etc. I am now addicted with twitter as i don’t have lots of followers. Thus, it is easier to me to express my feeling or yelling others .hehe 

I m happy now . thank you , ALLAH .

ADIK , i miss you , bucuk !

2 OKTOBER 2011

It is easy to say in bombastic words , but u simply do not realise maybe u re just talking nonsense . i messed up everything . i convince that it was not my false . i m again being the victim . i exactly pissed off being others victim . i was like WTF , thinking of my idiot actions towards men . yana said “ u get mad easily but u also get cool with ease “ . i m over it with men . this was the last chance i gave to a man , no matter what types he is after this ... i m bluffing if i cite that i don’t even feel anything towards him now . yes . i m trying to forget everything. Everything that we had been together for   maybe two or three months. I’ m not a 8 years girl with untidy hair n dress. When i speak about something , i really mean it. Love is suck. 

The end .

I still pity at my best friend’s fate , liana. How can she survive without his inspiring and lovely father ? His dad passed away  last Saturday morning at Hospital Kota Bharu. Ma informed me around 9 a.m and i was really shocked and touched as well . This news leaded a bit chaos around my neighbourhood area. I was rushing out to hospital but i got a call from my neighbour that liana’s late father has been brought to Jeli. Thus , i didn’t make it to see the burial of him. I was so grateful since i managed to talk to Liana in telephone and i tried to make her calm. And yes , we both cried together for what happened to us. Maybe we are meant to be close like usual. Who knows . :) 

  

I managed to get rid of being   lazy people . There are numerous works to be done starting from now . Eventhough adik left me with no direct words , i pretty sure that  he wanted the best from his only sister. Well , adik. Kakak is now doing well and perhaps even more well if u are by my side. Past is past. Letbygones be gone. I  miss you damn much  and i will always do . 

fazae 

i m over it

i m over it la ... :)
that is all ..
i really mean it ..
men sucks .. :)

i m kepeningan lol

whatever it takes , to have a better love , u need to improve yourself as well . i always mention to have a kelantanian boy . n actually i need a kelantanian person .. yeah .. i m freaking bored with some kl boys who are really disgusting me ..

i m not a beautiful girl, not even a rich person .. but i ve faced lots of problems since last year . should i wake up or just simply in my own world ??

yes , i m envy with all people who got more siblings .. they look happier even they always fight to each other . meanwhile , i can't wait being a mother since i m just like a big fan of kids .. :)

see ??

this pic is just for fun :P 

 

fazae will move on to the next chapter .
perhaps .. love and laughter is the best medicine .:)

banyak la kau , fatin :P haha catch up soon ..
i ll post more about him later ..lalalala
whatever ! :)

FAZAE'S TRUE LOVE

                                                   

 

                                                     
      

    i don't believe true love whatever it takes ..
                                                     anyone who could break my statement is A HERO .
                                                     n i will love him forever n always ...


ma , abah , adik .. kakak sayang kamu bertiga .<3