26 October 2011
15 October 2011
3 October 2011
3 OKTOBER 2011
3 OKTOBER 2011
I have read few of articles in newspaper early in the morning and yeah it was
making me like HAHA . i read through every inch of the articles until i found
about HUDUD. That is politics issue and to be frank , i am so interested reading those things .
Zaid zakaria . i managed to act like i don’t even know you .
and i guess it worked. Anam seemed like looking at me , but i just assumed that
both of them were none in our class. Sometimes , i made face when i felt one of
them was staring at this stubborn girl .:) whatever it takes , my desicion is
final and i’ll never turn back. Forgiving
zaid is easy but being his friend is just a little bit tough for me . hello .
we just broke up la. Damn it u , zaid !
I got problems in learning economics. My two teachers
did explain the topics clearly. Nevertheless
, it was pretty tough for me to latch on those topics. Oh ya ! My Sejarah
teacher asked zaid something related to what she have been teaching . And i was
closing up my ears. My heart said ‘’ I DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR PONDAN VOICE ‘’ .
Zana noticed my action and instead i was just doing nothing . no response.
Pretending that i was sleepy that time.lol .It did not suit me at all .
Since i close up my fb account , i spend my time reading ,
and writing all the time . i know it’s sound freaking bored but i hate seeing
people in facebook. They re just like so nosy about my life , zaid , etc. I am
now addicted with twitter as i don’t have lots of followers. Thus, it is easier
to me to express my feeling or yelling others .hehe
I m happy now . thank you , ALLAH .
ADIK , i miss you , bucuk !
2 October 2011
2 OKTOBER 2011
It is easy to say in bombastic words , but u simply
do not realise maybe u re just talking nonsense . i messed up everything . i
convince that it was not my false . i m again being the victim . i exactly
pissed off being others victim . i was like WTF , thinking of my idiot actions
towards men . yana said “ u get mad easily but u also get cool with ease “ . i
m over it with men . this was the last chance i gave to a man , no matter what
types he is after this ... i m bluffing if i cite that i don’t even feel
anything towards him now . yes . i m trying to forget everything. Everything
that we had been together for maybe two
or three months. I’ m not a 8 years girl with untidy hair n dress. When i speak
about something , i really mean it. Love is suck.
The end .
I still pity at my best friend’s fate , liana. How
can she survive without his inspiring and lovely father ? His dad passed
away last Saturday morning at Hospital
Kota Bharu. Ma informed me around 9 a.m and i was really shocked and touched as
well . This news leaded a bit chaos around my neighbourhood area. I was rushing
out to hospital but i got a call from my neighbour that liana’s late father has
been brought to Jeli. Thus , i didn’t make it to see the burial of him. I was
so grateful since i managed to talk to Liana in telephone and i tried to make
her calm. And yes , we both cried together for what happened to us. Maybe we
are meant to be close like usual. Who knows . :)
I managed to get rid of being lazy people . There are numerous works to be
done starting from now . Eventhough adik left me with no direct words , i
pretty sure that he wanted the best from
his only sister. Well , adik. Kakak is now doing well and perhaps even more
well if u are by my side. Past is past. Letbygones be gone. I miss you damn much and i will always do .
fazae
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