30 December 2011

i m glad to be me .

people always get numerous works by gossiping , hanging out , having a date with bf or gf , which even makes my thought says ''they re jerk ''. haha once u get involve with silly people , u ve to reliaze that u re also silly . ") .
It s been awhile i dont mention ''fuk , bith , dem '' cause idk , n i get no idea regarding to this . yeah , i m trying to improve myself , not to be such an angel . just that i ve been doing nothing to akhirat things lately .

thus , I make it maathurat and yassin as my routine everyday unless if i were too exhausted , i shall read a page of quran . seriously i ve never felt so calm like this before . the feeling that I got when i was in TIKL last two years . also , i read quran tafsir n the feeling is super awesome like anything . Alhamdulillah . in short , SHALAT is not sufficient for muslimah like me . we need more n more .

Reading islamic articles is one of my ways to get closer to RABBI .this is one article that have made me on tears . It s about one girl who met Rasulullah in her dream . n SubhanaAllah i was damn touched with the sincerity of our nabi , the way she called that girl n everything .
http://www.wanwma.com/agama/pelajar-uia-mimpi-bertemu-rasulullah-s-a-w/?fb_comment_id=fbc_5005815773570_716340_5007008052570

i m not kinda masjid girl .:D .. go masjid n listen to ceramah .. haha that s not me la... but i ve tried another way to enhance my islamic knowledge .


Jannah is all our priority . it is supposed to be our essential things to be attained . I m truly contented with the happiness from my family . friends n hafiz . HENCE , let me tell u the truth . lately , i m being heartless with everyone n  i m not gonna treat others like prince n princess since they  never know what i ve been through in my life . That s just me .

Till then . Assalamualaikum .:D

8 December 2011

To MR.AMAT

Yuna: Penakut

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Chorus
Ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Ini tidak adil
Untuk engkau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah cuba kau ringankan

Ulang Chorus

Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku
 

4 December 2011

heart broken again

hahahah i hate to say this ..

okay well done boys ..

i m now frustrated with my own mistakes .

n seriously this is not what i want ..

'' when i speak , i mean it ''

i need to move on . yeah trying so hard to do so...

i do still love him but i know my chance is o.o9 % ..

whatever lahhhhhhhhhhhh..
bye :D