I'm happily in relationship guys !!

I'm so thankful for so many reasons : 

For Aiman for always try to make me happy freak. With ups and downs in our relationship, I must say I won't give up on this thing. Not even any man who would result me to be this clingy sxit. I love you baby. hahaha

For his family . You know right I have been so lonely since adik's passing. So, I'm like so freaking happy and excited to get to know his family. I tried to control my excitement in front of them hehe.  His two sisters, like I got  new bawang squads. haha Umi, Abah. another parents to remind me what to do. yes, man. Trying to blend in guys. hope so. 

For his bff as well. Like I can play around with babies. haha pretty much getting more friends than before. Those who pretty know me, I don't really get attached to people but I'm ready to give my commitment to whoever that means a lot to him. Like treating like my own bff, my god daughters and etc. Thanks for being so dear and nice, korang. 

For his pets . hahaha to be short, his hobbies. I try to be considerate, not to be clingy 24/7. So, gotta love my madu guys  ( Pets, Kuala Besut fish, Mobile legend, COD, his working hours). 

ok that's all guys. I m fucxxd up with so many things to be done. i've got to figure out on how to win over my man ( to get him be so clingy :(   )  and to settle down my unfinished works. 

Till then. Bye. 

Family potrays happiness

Assalamualaikum readers .

I feel over the moon to spend my time with my families for about 2 months in Kelantan.

Surely, I miss them like crazy and I got the happiness that I can't even explain .

Less time with friends?this isn't an issue. I need to focus on my family .

 They indeed need me than anyone else.

Love ? I don't feel to fall in love . Haha this words that I always say after getting alone. Haha

Let's hope and pray I'll meet someone better than Hafiz. Hafiz is indeed okey , hilarious but I still bear in mind about that Demam incident . Thus ,I slowly get over this guy now.

Families are my medicine and laughter.

hello 2014

hello readers...

I m really busy with assignments , MPD , works etc . I miss my ma and abah. About two months I have to stay in Penang and as usual, I feel bored .

I had terrible nightmare for the last twp days...

okay last two night , Hafiz did not come over to look for me. I mean , I was having a fever. baling and Penang is just not too far. He is giving excuses . And you know I hate excuses .
this is my last word  to him .

me : saya dh tawar hati dengan awak. sy nak cari jodoh lain yg sesuai . tolong jgn kacau hidup sy lagi. 

hafiz : kalau itu yg awk nak , ok lah. sy pun tak tahu smpai bila sy jadi mcm ni kalau sy dengan awk. 

His last words . I dont get it until now. I dont feel sad or frustrated. I don't feel anything. even we both know each other for so long, I don't think we should stay.

aku dah bosan dengan janji2 lelaki ni. please la . I want serious relationship.  kalau setakat sayang tu , katak pun boleh kau nk syg.


so, I move on ...........................

then , I contacted my ex boyfriend , Hazry ( I know he won't my blog. he is heartless)

'' Happy birthday Mohamad Hazry .
May Allah bless you with better fat , better happiness.
And 10 A's will be yours .
Okay bye adik hazry. Hahaha ''


 Last night I just got knowing that he has a girlfriend now. I don't think that I'm sad. but u know like , suddenly u contact your ex bf , then someone said '' he has a gf already'' .
I think that I was shocked . I wanna know who is she. but I didnt ask nothing further. 

to Hazry , 

I m happy for you. 
you still ponder when I said I wanna wait you to grow up ?

and be a man , a gentleman .. 
maybe you forget everything . 
It is okay . It s my false. I don't be there for you when your mama is sick. 
I should ask your condition and your family. 
Now I hope u re happy with her . and lets be friend. 
If you read this, I still love you . but yeah I m not sure whether I love Hafiz more. 
you re my first Pan Asian guy I ve known closely. 
and I regret , but I will never forget those hilarious moment. haha 
frankly, fatin. 



to readers. 
I m not saying that I'm desperate now. 
I admit that I need a man in my life. 
I need it to take care of my family. 
I feel pity for my family . 
I hope you don't feel sick reading this post. 

Assalamualaikum.  

review of my life in year 2013

STPM RESULT

USM Offer

my first big project in USM 

Alhamdulillah, Hoping for more amazing things to be happened to me and my family.

amin.

Eventhough a lot of things happened this year, 

I ll keep strong as I used to be. 

Abah lost his one leg. I m too down that time and  I feel pity for abah. 

He was like too sad losing his leg . 

 Sometimes I feel that I cannot go on anymore since adik is not in this world, 

no one would help ma and I to carry abah, 

and also to support me and cheer me up.

but luckily Abah is not heavy like before. easier to carry him now.

welcome 2014. I m waiting for you. 

olympic games !!

the greatest games in the world .
yeah it is . nevertheless , i am wondering why this games are held in ramadhan .
my tuition teacher said we should 'boikot ' this but
it seems that the medal is vital than our principle in Islam .

PROUD of being MALAYSIANS . Alhamdulillah ...
we won silver medal in men single badminton
n bronze medal in 10m platform diving ...

big thanks to dato' lee chong wei n dato' pandalela rinong ..
LOL . i m wishing the sultan would give her the title of ' dato' ..
i m quite excited with the victory of pandalela rinong .
she is just 19 , same goes to me ..
but she manages to be top 3 diver in the world . !!

p/s : Olympic in Rio, Brazil  . we would be ready to grab gold medal ! 

midterm result :0

well , after studying like hell , having unsufficient sleep and etc , i just wanna have a review of my result since i expect more A in real STPM . I m kinda UNSATISTIFIED with my result as I know I can do better than this . well , i ll make sure everything is gonna BE  well in trial n the real STPM . *amin

Midterm result of Nurul Fatin Che Zahari

Pengajian Am     -   40   ( 2.00 )
Bahasa Melayu   -   60   ( 3.33 )
Sejarah                -   84   ( 4.00 )
Geografi              -   56   ( 3.00 )
Ekonomi              -  48    ( 2.33 )

Overall Pointer     -   3.08

Alhamdulillah .... 

adik , u re the MAIN  reason for this . i m so grateful to have a wonderful fussy bro like u .HAHA . even u re gone to another world , i hope we both can meet in Jannah . love u adik .*hugkiss

he was the best student in  STPM 2010

fazae note  > cant wait to be on stage for bitara award n the best speaker for kolokium . :)


 

me and a guy

okay . this post is basically about my behaviour with most guys in Malaysia . LOL . hurm in kelantan n kuala lumpur la ... random ... *yawn

sulking ??? 

okay . i m not kinda girl who will be sulking with  guys . as long as i can be tough in front of them , i shall look '' selamba '' even i feel touched with what they have done . BUT ... i generally get sulking with my abah . frankly , i am influenced by his talk cause i  shall  feel DOWN by his words . n I also can be UP with his words . <3 ABAH .

warm ?

HAHA okay . this is actually my behaviour . i am usually being warm with others . but when time passes , i am like an tortoise to talk to guys . LOL . thus,  i d just be warm with nerdy n skema guys as i was afraid to show my true colours in front of guys in kl . they re acting  like judges in our school . and seriously it kept me on  nerves .

shy ????? 

 this isnt my behaviour . my mum always reminds me of my talkactive behaviour when i was small . hence , whatever i do , i will always stand my opinion n right . regarding to guys' issue , i d not be shy unless i did something wrong with that guy . it happened between me and a guy in TIKL . until now , i do wanna laugh with what both of us had done . ") n certainly i  shall turn `to be a shy girl when i meet my crush .. *yeahIdo !

conclusionnya ????

well , numbers of incident i d been through with some guys . but frankly , I think most incidents are bad , mean , cruel . HAHA . i pretty know humans are not prefect n so I do . But ya ! they re the leaders of women . why dont they act like a LEADER ? like my abah did when he was still young . like hafiz does now , doesnt fear of some dangerous animals ... like naqib and hariz did when i was in trouble two years ago  .

In a nutshell , i hate liar men n a man who always look down to  women . i mean , they think they can do EVERYTHING since they ve power , strength , look , wealth , etc . seriously , fu** off .

the end

hello diary ..

since numbers of incident that i ve been through in just four days . seriously i was kinda anoyed , guilty , embarrassed , rasa macam tak tahu nk hid this blushing face . HAHA *blushing ke ?

sorry . but I kindly hate air asia . since now .HAHA They gave me good SERVICES u know .:)

good luck for my matriculation friends . they ll find out their result tomorrow . naqib , izzah .. <3

okay . i need to go stay back classes until this Thursday . but i am exactly so strange la as i wake up early everyday . but once dah sampai kelas , i d look out my watch . HAHA


cONGRATS kak zie , kak nor for the wedding . excited even bukan  wedding aku .AHAKS

KInda nervous with the results . it s okay , fatin .. STPM is the real ONE EXAM !
takpela tak dpt tokoh pelajar , at least , u had tried your  best !

maathurat <3

till then ,
i love u beloved stalker .
i know u re still there . but yeah .
u re getting  on my nerves ..
so , pls go .

i dont know what the title

It has been two years I m being the only one of zahari' s kid . I dont want to bear in mind this fact but I HATE this wordS actually . yeah people judges me  with what they have seen , n and not what they have felt .. and seriously I DUN CARE . simple words isnt it ?

okay back to my topic . I really wanna share about my thought on hijab .

yeah it s me . i m not really keen to keep my hijab properly . thats my previous behaviour . n after all the killer spm ended , i was kinda diligent to style up my hijab . this was the first trial . :P

my junior made this selendang working properly .HAHA . I was seriously jahil about selendang n it was something new for me . *jakun

 this time i made it byself . HAHA *dahteror ... :P . the guy is just my classmate . k.

okay , there is something i wanna say . whatever what TYPE of ur hijab is , be yourself . dont cover your aurah just because u wanna show u re AWESOME . pls do it for Allah . cover your chest . N WEAR IT RIGHT ! :)

p/s =  go to hell if u re zaid now .HAHA

bye

missing :(

u re still in my heart , loser ....
the end ..