hello readers...
I m really busy with assignments , MPD , works etc . I miss my ma and abah. About two months I have to stay in Penang and as usual, I feel bored .
I had terrible nightmare for the last twp days...
okay last two night , Hafiz did not come over to look for me. I mean , I was having a fever. baling and Penang is just not too far. He is giving excuses . And you know I hate excuses .
this is my last word to him .
me : saya dh tawar hati dengan awak. sy nak cari jodoh lain yg sesuai . tolong jgn kacau hidup sy lagi.
hafiz : kalau itu yg awk nak , ok lah. sy pun tak tahu smpai bila sy jadi mcm ni kalau sy dengan awk.
His last words . I dont get it until now. I dont feel sad or frustrated. I don't feel anything. even we both know each other for so long, I don't think we should stay.
aku dah bosan dengan janji2 lelaki ni. please la . I want serious relationship. kalau setakat sayang tu , katak pun boleh kau nk syg.
so, I move on ...........................
then , I contacted my ex boyfriend , Hazry ( I know he won't my blog. he is heartless)
'' Happy birthday Mohamad Hazry .
May Allah bless you with better fat , better happiness.
And 10 A's will be yours .
Okay bye adik hazry. Hahaha ''
Last night I just got knowing that he has a girlfriend now. I don't think that I'm sad. but u know like , suddenly u contact your ex bf , then someone said '' he has a gf already'' .
I think that I was shocked . I wanna know who is she. but I didnt ask nothing further.
to Hazry ,
I m happy for you.
you still ponder when I said I wanna wait you to grow up ?
and be a man , a gentleman ..
maybe you forget everything .
It is okay . It s my false. I don't be there for you when your mama is sick.
I should ask your condition and your family.
Now I hope u re happy with her . and lets be friend.
If you read this, I still love you . but yeah I m not sure whether I love Hafiz more.
you re my first Pan Asian guy I ve known closely.
and I regret , but I will never forget those hilarious moment. haha
frankly, fatin.
to readers.
I m not saying that I'm desperate now.
I admit that I need a man in my life.
I need it to take care of my family.
I feel pity for my family .
I hope you don't feel sick reading this post.
Assalamualaikum.
I m really busy with assignments , MPD , works etc . I miss my ma and abah. About two months I have to stay in Penang and as usual, I feel bored .
I had terrible nightmare for the last twp days...
okay last two night , Hafiz did not come over to look for me. I mean , I was having a fever. baling and Penang is just not too far. He is giving excuses . And you know I hate excuses .
this is my last word to him .
me : saya dh tawar hati dengan awak. sy nak cari jodoh lain yg sesuai . tolong jgn kacau hidup sy lagi.
hafiz : kalau itu yg awk nak , ok lah. sy pun tak tahu smpai bila sy jadi mcm ni kalau sy dengan awk.
His last words . I dont get it until now. I dont feel sad or frustrated. I don't feel anything. even we both know each other for so long, I don't think we should stay.
aku dah bosan dengan janji2 lelaki ni. please la . I want serious relationship. kalau setakat sayang tu , katak pun boleh kau nk syg.
so, I move on ...........................
then , I contacted my ex boyfriend , Hazry ( I know he won't my blog. he is heartless)
'' Happy birthday Mohamad Hazry .
May Allah bless you with better fat , better happiness.
And 10 A's will be yours .
Okay bye adik hazry. Hahaha ''
Last night I just got knowing that he has a girlfriend now. I don't think that I'm sad. but u know like , suddenly u contact your ex bf , then someone said '' he has a gf already'' .
I think that I was shocked . I wanna know who is she. but I didnt ask nothing further.
to Hazry ,
I m happy for you.
you still ponder when I said I wanna wait you to grow up ?
and be a man , a gentleman ..
maybe you forget everything .
It is okay . It s my false. I don't be there for you when your mama is sick.
I should ask your condition and your family.
Now I hope u re happy with her . and lets be friend.
If you read this, I still love you . but yeah I m not sure whether I love Hafiz more.
you re my first Pan Asian guy I ve known closely.
and I regret , but I will never forget those hilarious moment. haha
frankly, fatin.
to readers.
I m not saying that I'm desperate now.
I admit that I need a man in my life.
I need it to take care of my family.
I feel pity for my family .
I hope you don't feel sick reading this post.
Assalamualaikum.