loser

lately i ve thinking about losers ...
I know i shouldnt assume people like that . it s just that my patience also has limit . i m nott kinda girl who will just smile with those losers ... i ve always managed the real losers but this time i ve to face the losers .. yeah ... it s really humorless , I GUess :)



okay .... i ll forgive all of them ... but my thought about them is not gonna change ever .
whatever it takes , they ll ever be the same UNLESS they meet THE REAL LOSERS one day :)
hahaha

TILL THEN ,
less words , MORE matured n fully grown ... BYE :)

i m not gonna change my words

dun remind me . I know i can be a tepi jln  model .:D

I pretty know that I'm not a good girl , good daughter , good friend n good sister ...
yeah I know I'M not a perfect girl ,
with hot chic body , fair skin , kinda rich family ... etc .
that s just me .

Some friends might think I m a advanced person with ICT , awesome blogshop i ve found in net , the style of my pashmina , my outfits ..
well , come on , i dun even know how to use adobe photoshop , flash . i m still out of dated I guess .
n yeah the way i dress up is something I found in net , or someone that I found so inspiring . Thus , i ve just followed what suits to me . they r all kinda fashionable people n I dun follow them all the things that they ve worn since personally i dun like it ..

well , u can just condemn me .. though u need to remember I M TRYING TO BE A GOOD MUSLIMAH .dun condemn stupid things ... only fool people condemns silly things .. do u really wanna me explain to u why i m a hijabster , why i wear armsock n so on ? -.-'


Dont be friend with me if u think i m a fashionable girl , full of ICT knowledge , ........
i ve known all these since i was in TIKL . hence , give me space to figure out what goes wrong in my life ..

if u really wanna stay with me ( as friend , or whoever ) ,
fully accept me as I am ,
take it o leave it ......... thanks . :)

fazaeinmiserynow

MY BRO , MY EVERYTHING

yeah , this kid is my everything ... he might not look special in your eyes ,
but FRANKLY he is the most special guy , not even in eye , also FROM BOTTOM OF my heart .
well , i ve been always dreaming of him . that s just so weird since maybe i m the one one who dreams him every month .. kalau takde seminggu tu , mesti one day in that month , he will appear ..

the fact is , he has gone ... but once my abah is admited in hospital , i ve met a thirteen kid who is suffering for kidney prob .. his face is damn pure . n the flashback  between me and adik came...

I feel pity for that kid .. n I ve been thinking if i could getmy adik back .

this is damn touched .LIKESERIOUSLY .

till then . bye :)